all time low.

this is just so wrong. i'm crying now.... what's going on in me? idk how to describe what i feel. i'm talking to sack now. i'm just too over, just too crazy. like falling in love with a guy, but i am not. i'm afraid. i need help. i'm so not independent. i'm so weak. i feel defeated. i feel that i can't do anything. i feel like escaping. i feel like escaping...