I rule it.

what a day bad day bad day. went for tuition early morning. woke up at 6.30am which was really torturing when it should be a holiday for me. and went home look for freakin' formal wears. in the end they told me you don't really have to wear it.

went to there, and wth i was late for 1 hour ?! nobody tells me it started on 1pm. fine. and there's no place for me to stand. okay .. luckily they found a place for me. and whatthe the meeting that held in the morning i didnt know that i should be there. sigh why why why?? i feel awful when i don't know anything that i should actually know about it.

now i am freakin' hungry. should feed my dear stomach ! wanna eat something nice ! to change my mood ! was suppose to watch THOR 3D later but i canceled the plan.

i dont know why i feel very.. angry now. sien.
tired of immature people. tired of them. it doesnt really matter if you're still young. but at this age, you should grow. what are you going to face in future you ask yourself? this is reality. please grow up, be mature. be a man be a woman or whatever. i am tired of taking care of you, teaching you stuff. because the fact is, i have no patience. i hate to teach or take care of people. it's not i dont know how, it is because i feel lazy and i'm not that patient. think for yourself for your future or whatever. for you ! decide something for yourself, be more decisive. you may be think that this is the way you are, you refused to grow. but somehow you should think for others, how they think about you? are you bringing troubles? maybe they never talk about it, but it doesnt mean that they don't feel it... p l e a s e . learn, reflect and think about it. i really .. hate it f . this is not for anyone, i'm trying to release my anger. ignore. ignore !!

lol. just ignore my arrogant.