Thursday, May 12, 2011

this just looks like the re-run.

like my title. this just looks like the re-run. re-run of what i felt 2 weeks ago, and until today. in this two weeks... all the words you said, all the anger you are having, all the disappointment in your heart, it was what i felt 2 weeks ago. i can totally understand how it is. because i had it before you.

http://twelvetonight.blogspot.com/2011/04/disappointment.html

well guess not many people realise this post. but that was the time i was like wth why was it you? i have no idea. but the fact was like that. but, i dont know is it you act like you dont know about it, or you really dont know about it? you really dont know that you're that scheming? everything happens for a reason. what i did today, think it all back, what you did before? i do things accordingly. well sometimes i might be too stubborn or do things very roughly or rush. but this time i won't . if i were the me during junior time, i won't be that calm like now. i might be scolding tons of foul words at you, perhaps give you a middle finger and say whatsoever. this is a bitch fight. but i won't make myself involve in a bitch fight when i'm already senior three.
keep viewing what you and your friends writing and posting, i'm smiling :) i am really smiling i'm not lying :) it is so true. it was all my feeling two weeks ago. and then i let go. no point. everything is so pointless. maybe you did not realise you already had bad thoughts in your head. i don't care about what others think of, but only you.. anyways i don't think you understand what i said. i hope you try to think back, think of yourself, and yourselves. everything happens for a reason. maybe you already forgot. if you forgot then just let it be. you're the one who started it. and in the end you're the one who's feeling it. but actually i felt my heart broke for two times. but this time wasn't that serious, because it was already in pieces. anyways, i'm okay :)


think about it. think about yourself. think about yourselves.
you can smile to me, mad at me. whatever. i will just do whatever you do to me :) i'm following you. 我奉陪到底...


this is going to be the first post about this incident. and also the last post.
i love my blog. i won't let stupid&pointless things overflow it :)

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