dear friends.

i was suppose doing math now. argh but i wanna update this damn dead blog.
and i've so much feelings inside that i wanted to express it out by words.
but i just can't spill the words out.

dear friends.
you can have many friends.
but by the time you all go through something tough, you'll understand that who's the one that care you the most, and who's the one that will be there for you when you're down.

two years. best friends. fake. define fake. mirror reflection. reflects your own personality. small incident. understanding. leave. backstabbing. pretender. break up. lost. end.
i can't think of a perfect sentence but just link it with some words if you're clever enough.
it;s just not worth because of something which is freaking tiny ( tiny is smaller than small? ) sigh. just get over it, live your life. you couldn't carry this hatred throughout your whole life.



i miss shittim camp. i miss jungle trekking while it was still raining. i miss cooking with them. i miss rafting in the freaking cold river. i miss the noob us that don't know how to raft. i miss sharing nights. i miss dancing in the dark. i miss that very disgusting dinner. i miss those doggies. i miss the fake pool. i miss the disgusting toilet. i miss those mosquitoes. i miss us keep repeating the song-animal. i miss making the breakfast. i miss the bridge. i miss our laughter. i miss the time we spend together.